For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. - 1 Corinthians 13:12
Even your apostle Paul, who was inspired to teach us things unseen, lived his life without knowing many answers to his deepest questions. You tell us all that we need to know, but not all that we want to know. We cannot handle the answers to every question. Help me to accept this and then to let go of all the unanswered questions in my life. It’s enough just to know that you are the Author, the Provider, the Savior, and the welcoming party at the end. I want to rest in faith and not perfect knowledge. I give to you all the stress of trying to make sense out of tragedy. When I get to where you are, you can tell me more. And when I get there, I still won't need to know everything. Just to know you more than today will be enough.
Wanting to know why instead of wanting to know love is a major character flaw in us all.
Additional Reading: Galatians 5, 1 John 4